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  <title>JE SUiS LA CiNNAMON SPiDER</title>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 09 Oct 2005 17:04:30 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>1. i was named after my grandmother who passed away of breast &amp; lung cancer&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. my whole name is Mary Chantel Elizzabeth C.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3. i&apos;d rather be named chantel&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;4. my nails grow really long &amp; really fast, &amp; look like a profestional manacure&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5. i take golden eagle claw kunfoo&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;6. i had so many problems at birth my doctors expected me to be handicaped in some way&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;7. i think i have a couple mental dissorders&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;8. my favourite shows when i was in kindergarden were goosebumps, are you afraid of the dark&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;9. i owned a lot of the novels and had a goosebump backpack&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;10. yes, i could read 8th grade novels in kindergarden&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;11. &amp; yes i could understand them&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;12. since i can read so well, im expected to spell at an abnormal level as well&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;13. unfortunately, i don&apos;t come close to being able to spell&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;14. i love eating healthy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;15. i&apos;ve been told i eat TOO healthy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;16. not true&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;17. my hair colour, and styling, is 100% natural. it&apos;s envied by most&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;18. my eyes are a unique green&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;19. they&apos;re envied too&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;20. even with my hair &amp; eyes im not pretty&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;21. not even close&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;22. best friends at the moment are angie, hollie, tracy, meaghen, brooke, victoria&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;23. envied by all, again B)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;24. The only person who I&apos;ve never gotten into a real fight with, and have been steady friends with is hollie :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;25. it takes a hell of a lot to earn my trust&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;26. my best friends have sucessfully acheived this :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;27. i love to read and i spend a looottt on books each year&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;28. well..my mom does &amp;lt;3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;29. i love old soft rock stuff&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;30. i&apos;ve loved it since i was really little&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;31. and still do &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;32. i hate when people copy me in anyway&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;33. more than anything else in this world&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;34. i don&apos;t believe immitation is the greatest form of ....what the fuck ever. i find it hella irritating&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;35. i have this stomach thing that happens once in a while.  where whenever i eat, even a bite, it hurts like hell&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;36. this thing is so long&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;37. i don&apos;t like hambergers&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;38. i wanted to get into the best highschool but i said fuck it&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;39. cause my friends are going to crhs and now i am too&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;40. plus i would have had to remained in choir to be accepted, and i can&apos;t fucking stand that place&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;41. i&apos;m ditsy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;42. i&apos;m jaded&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;43. i&apos;m small, and probabally weak&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;44. but im tough and ill beat you up &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;45. when people meet me they think im fifteen&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;46. i hate wanting someone i can&apos;t have. i think it&apos;s devastating&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;47. i love being peirced . LOVE it&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;48. and i know ill love being tatooed&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;49. i kinda like pain, physical, not emotional&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;50. and im really not afraid to die&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;51. i feel guilty when i eat fatty foods, or a lot at one time &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;52. i can&apos;t walk out of the house without makeup on&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;53. i don&apos;t cry at funerals&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;54. i don&apos;t cry period&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;55. i think it&apos;s a sign of weakness&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;56. i remember all my teachers, except for my kindergarden teachers&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;57. mrs.strict, mrs.meko, mrs.james, mr.g-mr.kissau , mr.holmes, mrs.tetrault, mr.barret-mrs.tobias and now mr lynde&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;58. i think my teachers biassed &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;59. i once got lost in a carpet store&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;60. when i was two&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;61. i have awesome memory&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;62. i remember all my halloween costumes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;63. kitty cat , witch, angel, pippi longstocking ,dead cheerleader , medevil princess, angelic devil..a lot&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;64. im not afraid to talk to guys&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;65. except matt =x&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;66. im head over heals for that kid&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;67. and i don&apos;t see myself getting over him anytime soon&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;68. even though we see eachother tweice a year. max. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;69. latelty, ive been craving chocolate. A LOT&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;70. my favourite subject is english&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;71. i want a unique carrer&lt;br /&gt;72. where i get to get out of the office, have a office, and wear a suit everyday&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;73. i drink, not get drunk all the time, but vodka at special parties and stuff&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;74. i don&apos;t think its cool, but i lvoe it&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;74. i can read characters well&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;75. ill see right through you and eat you alive&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;76. i fucking adore the song SEX &amp; CANDY!!!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;77. i love canada :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;78. im the girl at the rockshow&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;79. im insecure but im an amazing actress&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;80. ill have you believing anything i want&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;81. i have a hell of a lot of layers&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;82. im not that materialistic&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;83. BUT I FUCKING LOVE D&amp;B &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;84. im not religious. at all&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;85. i love pickles &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;86. i love love love love tim burton&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;87. i think he&apos;s a genious who can&apos;t be topped&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;88. same with marilyn manson&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;89. he&apos;s like my idol&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;90. im hungry now but i can&apos;t eat cause ill be going to thanksgiving dinner soon and if you don&apos;t eat a lot a lot they yell at you &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;91. i love the fromage special mtv has at christmas time&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;92. im a good dancer&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;93. me and my friends believe my boobs are weapons. dont ask.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;94. i own all the clique books. even the latest fourth novel&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;95. i want to know if glossip girl, this thing in the book, exists, and if so...I WANT IT&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;96. im scared of squirells. they try to hurt me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;97. i love random designs&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;98. im starting a scrap book next week or so&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;99. this year for halloween im being an evil dolly , next year im being alive in wonderland - murderer&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;100. my favourite season is fall</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 28 Aug 2005 20:38:25 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>&amp; ill show you mine if you show me yours first we&apos;ll both compare scars you tell me who&apos;s is worse</title>
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  <description>--Goth--&lt;br /&gt;Do you wear black eyeliner?: yes&lt;br /&gt;Is most of your clothing black?: yes&lt;br /&gt;Do you think about death often?: yes&lt;br /&gt;Do you want to die?: ick &lt;br /&gt;Are you a social outcast?: No&lt;br /&gt;Are you pale?: Yes&lt;br /&gt;Do you like Hot Topic?: Yes&lt;br /&gt;Do you enjoy Tim Burton&apos;s Movies? tom who?&lt;br /&gt;Total YES: 5.5&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--Skater Punk--&lt;br /&gt;Can you skateboard? yes&lt;br /&gt;Do you wear Vans?: No&lt;br /&gt;Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?: Yes&lt;br /&gt;Have you gotten in trouble with the PIGS: ick not for like anything hard core&lt;br /&gt;Do you listen to punk bands: yes&lt;br /&gt;Do you have any piercings?: yes&lt;br /&gt;Do you like mohawks?: No&lt;br /&gt;Do you wear Band t-shirts: yes&lt;br /&gt;Have you called someone a poser?: yes&lt;br /&gt;Do you think punk rock is awesome?: some&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Total YES: 7&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--Prep--&lt;br /&gt;Do you say the word &quot;like&quot;: yes&lt;br /&gt;Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch?: No&lt;br /&gt;Do you pop the collar?: O_O nooo..&lt;br /&gt;Do the people in Hot topic scare you?: No&lt;br /&gt;Do you watch LAGUNA BEACH?: No&lt;br /&gt;Do you like pop music: No&lt;br /&gt;Do you want/have a little dog?: Yes.&lt;br /&gt;Do you spend your money on expensive clothes?: define expensive?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Total: 2.5&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--Hippie--&lt;br /&gt;Is your hair long?: Yes&lt;br /&gt;Are you a vegetarian/vegan?: No&lt;br /&gt;Do you own a tye~dye shirt?: No&lt;br /&gt;Do you want peace?: yes&lt;br /&gt;Do you want to save the animals?: yes&lt;br /&gt;Do you think the war is unneccesary?: ick&lt;br /&gt;Is love essential in your life?: ick&lt;br /&gt;Violence is bad: Yes&lt;br /&gt;Do you go long periods of time without shaving?: No&lt;br /&gt;Total: 4&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--Gangsta--&lt;br /&gt;Are you from the ghetto?: ick?&lt;br /&gt;Do you own &quot;bling bling&quot;?: -giggles-&lt;br /&gt;Do you wear do-rags? : xDD&lt;br /&gt;Do you like hip-hop?: no&lt;br /&gt;Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?: Yes&lt;br /&gt;Do you believe he&apos;s alive?: no&lt;br /&gt;Do you like afros?: no&lt;br /&gt;Have you ever said &apos;fo shizzle&apos;?: like sarcasticly&lt;br /&gt;Do you like to dance?: yes&lt;br /&gt;Do you call someone your homie?:yes&lt;br /&gt;Total YES: 3&lt;br /&gt;--Emo--&lt;br /&gt;Do you cry often? No&lt;br /&gt;Are you emotional?: yes &lt;br /&gt;Do you like soft music: ick&lt;br /&gt;Do people not understand you?: yes&lt;br /&gt;Do you write your own songs?: yes&lt;br /&gt;Is your hair dyed dark?: No&lt;br /&gt;Do you cut?: &lt;br /&gt;Do you own haggard shoes?: No&lt;br /&gt;Do you like Slipknot? yes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Total YES: 5.5&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--Jock--&lt;br /&gt;Do you play sports? no not really&lt;br /&gt;Are they important to you? no &lt;br /&gt;Do you pick on the geeky kids?: no&lt;br /&gt;Do you like football?: whatching&lt;br /&gt;Were you considered a bully by anyone?: no&lt;br /&gt;Was the person you bullied a total dork?: No&lt;br /&gt;Do you like to eat meat?: yes&lt;br /&gt;Do you only hang around other jocks?: o_o no&lt;br /&gt;Is exercise important to you?: Yes&lt;br /&gt;Are other people jealous of you?: ya but like...o_o i think they lie&lt;br /&gt;Do you think you&apos;re hot?: ewno&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Total YES: 3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--Surfer--&lt;br /&gt;Do you surf?: No&lt;br /&gt;Do you wear flip flops year-round?: No&lt;br /&gt;Is your hair shaggy?: No&lt;br /&gt;Do you wake up at 6 or before every morning?: no&lt;br /&gt;Do you own a pair of surfer shorts?: surfer shorts?&lt;br /&gt;Do you have a lot of patience?: No&lt;br /&gt;Do you want to be at the beach right now? yes&lt;br /&gt;Do you hate tourists?: not really. i find them ammusing&lt;br /&gt;Do you have good balance?: yes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Total YES: 2&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--Geek--&lt;br /&gt;Do you wear glasses: No&lt;br /&gt;Do you get good grades?: yes&lt;br /&gt;Do you use an inhaler?: not often&lt;br /&gt;Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets?  no &lt;br /&gt;Does your mom pick out your clothes?: has my mom EVER picked out my clothes?&lt;br /&gt;Are you on the computer often?: yes&lt;br /&gt;Do you ever get picked on?: no&lt;br /&gt;Do you look forward to go to school?: nooo&lt;br /&gt;Do people laugh at you?: ya but WITH me xD&lt;br /&gt;Total YES: 3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m a skatter- punk.&lt;br /&gt;....lmfao</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 07 Aug 2005 01:20:22 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>&amp; put those cigarettes down baby next time it&apos;s your turn to save me</title>
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  <description>&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;tomorrow me &amp;&amp;&amp; my bffeaeaeae [x 100000] , snuffles, meet!!!!!!&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i&apos;m so excited, i&apos;m almost &lt;b&gt;pissing&lt;/b&gt; my pants . wow. this is going to rock everyone&apos;s face off. lots of pics, &lt;b&gt;for sure&lt;/b&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;okay&lt;/b&gt;, so i have my mom agreeing to this agreement ;; &lt;b&gt;as long as i keep everything clean i can get my belly button peirced when we go to maine&lt;/b&gt;. Hell. Yes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So today we went like all over the place, i got up, cleaned, went to &lt;b&gt;wal mart&lt;/b&gt;, got a new &lt;b&gt;hair curler &amp; two liquid eye shadow things &amp; eyeliner &amp;&amp; a twix bar xD&lt;/b&gt;, then my hair appointment which was really at &lt;b&gt;one&lt;/b&gt; but we booked it for two, or so we thought, then to this flea market i hated it, it was the worst one ever, then &lt;b&gt;farmer jacks, yumm,&lt;/b&gt; thennn too the price club. i got &lt;b&gt;harry potter &amp; the half blood prince&lt;/b&gt;, THOSE FREBREEZE AIRFRESHENERS gosh i &lt;b&gt;love&lt;/b&gt; them . &amp; &lt;b&gt; two  white, soft, fuzzy pillows&lt;/b&gt;. so yea.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;TOMORROWIMSHOPPINGWITHSNUFFLES&lt;/b&gt;!!!!!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;like my new layout? the other one &lt;b&gt;sucked&lt;/b&gt;, admit it.&lt;br /&gt;so yea my room is almost clean &amp; it has to be clean by tonight or i don&apos;t get the pericing. so im cleaning it . spotless. lol.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;during the car ride me &amp; my mom talked about my older sister. i think i communicated the fact that i &lt;b&gt;hate&lt;/b&gt; her quite well. She&apos;s trying to bond &amp; shit but im not buying it. really, she can go to hell. she&apos;s a fucking liar to the tenth power &amp; everyone knows it but her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but on a happier note&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;ME &amp; SNUFFS ARE MEETING TOMORROW!!!!!!&lt;/b&gt; - hyperventalates-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 02 Aug 2005 21:32:26 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>&amp; i hate everybody but you but you&apos;ll probabally screw me over too</title>
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  <description>&lt;center&gt;mmmkay. so...what was it , sunday night?..i went to my mom&apos;s friends house, &lt;b&gt;laura&lt;/b&gt; , cause she&apos;s like uble cool &amp; went to her mom&apos;s for her belated birthday dinner. &lt;b&gt;yum&lt;/b&gt;. This pie was like...&lt;b&gt;wow&lt;/b&gt;..i like...doubled my body weight with one peice. then i slept over. i slept in the guest bedroom which was darrens old bed. it was a total dude bed. &lt;b&gt;but they&apos;re always the comfiest. &lt;/b&gt; then we went shopping i got two shoes, one black flat &amp; like another flat inspired...thing o_o. i got a sub then went home, had exactly one minute to pack &amp; went to brookes. that half the time was &lt;b&gt;bull&lt;/b&gt; but whatever. but then , hahaha, me &amp; sara, she doesn&apos;t go to BMPS anymore, slept on the floor of the tent, &amp; now my neck is so fucking stiff, it&apos;s really &lt;b&gt;not&lt;/b&gt; cool. but we like almost literally pissed our pants laughing &amp; then they got all &lt;b&gt;jealous&lt;/b&gt; because we were having more fun then them. &amp; then they go, lmfao get this, &quot;&lt;b&gt;lets play a game, lets see who can stay quiet.&lt;/b&gt;&quot; lmfao can you believe that? we bursted out laughing i&apos;m like &quot;&lt;b&gt;k lmfao we&apos;re not three. better revise your fucking genious plan kthnx&lt;/b&gt;&quot; many many inside jokes made that night lol.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so now i&apos;m at home &amp; my mom&apos;s searching through all these cds. &amp; half of the songs wil be really &lt;b&gt;shitty&lt;/b&gt; &amp; the other half is like..kool stuff that i listened to when i was like four. but really , &lt;b&gt; it kicks ass&lt;/b&gt;.  don&apos;t think so? &lt;b&gt;thats cause you&apos;re not a mind blowingly cool loser like me &amp; snuffles&lt;/b&gt;. where is that chick anyway ;). everything better be okay.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but this thursday i get my hair cut :O wait..k...wait no this saturday? &lt;b&gt;THE DAY RIGHT BEFORE ME &amp; SNUFFLES GO SHOPPING!!! HELL YEA BABY&lt;/b&gt;. ya but THURSDAY i get a spray tan &amp; we&apos;re getting our nails done probabally saturday too xP. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;K but get all ya&apos;lls asses on AIM cause i missed you hos. muah&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 31 Jul 2005 18:26:42 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>&amp; this is totally for me. i&apos;m just trying to organise my poems so i can write them down later</title>
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  <description>dirty knees from dirty bathroom floors&lt;br /&gt;where she hopes no one can hear&lt;br /&gt;Close all the doors, turn on the taps&lt;br /&gt;and just before you exit, wipe away your tears&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh pretty baby why do you have your fingers in your mouth&lt;br /&gt;And i think there&apos;s more than words stuck in your throat &lt;br /&gt;And the look in your eyes proves you don&apos;t have faith in your system&lt;br /&gt;And the help me on your forehead reveals you know what it&apos;s about&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You excuses for yourself have run thin and out&lt;br /&gt;Maybe if he wasn&apos;t so cute , maybe if she wasn&apos;t so beautiful&lt;br /&gt;You seek perfection, running in no certain direction&lt;br /&gt;Maybe if her lipstick on your collar wasn&apos;t such a good look for you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt; &amp; as she placed the loaded&lt;br /&gt; gun in his hands she aimed&lt;br /&gt; it at her head &quot;Do me &lt;br /&gt; this one favour&quot; She   &lt;br /&gt; whispered &quot;And i swear to&lt;br /&gt; love you f o r e v e r  &lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And she wishes it all could have ended&lt;br /&gt;with those three little words&lt;br /&gt;And all these signs of endings&lt;br /&gt;Pushing down until it hurts&lt;br /&gt;You had her wrapped around your fingers&lt;br /&gt;And it&apos;s clear to me now&lt;br /&gt;And it seems ,unconciously&lt;br /&gt;You&apos;re not wanting to let go&lt;br /&gt;And i think her heart&apos;s stuck&lt;br /&gt;In a game of tug-o-war&lt;br /&gt;And the questions unasked&lt;br /&gt;are starting to create scars&lt;br /&gt;she looks so gorgeous in the mirror&lt;br /&gt;Writen across het forehead are excusses&lt;br /&gt;Is that how she come off to you?&lt;br /&gt;Probabally because she&apos;s such a good actress&lt;br /&gt;Every pill she takes&lt;br /&gt;brings her one step closer to her goal&lt;br /&gt;Not to stall and not to feel&lt;br /&gt;To love again, nothing at all&lt;br /&gt;AND WITH A SUDDEN CHANGE OF SUBJECT&lt;br /&gt;THE SCENE CHANGEs IN HER LIFE OF MAKE PRETEND&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;with the cold creeping in now&lt;br /&gt;she finds all doors are locked&lt;br /&gt;but all is fine with razors &amp; pills&lt;br /&gt;for they help to ease the shock&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the fight against the heartfelt tears&lt;br /&gt;have her choking on her hate&lt;br /&gt;&amp; as she dies she sings a song&lt;br /&gt;of dreams , hapiness &amp; faith&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;her story has no climax &lt;br /&gt;and the pictures all turned black&lt;br /&gt;reading upon the frayed pages&lt;br /&gt;only make her want to go back&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;her head is full of thoughts &lt;br /&gt;&amp; her hands are stained with red &lt;br /&gt;she crosses her fingers, closes her eyes&lt;br /&gt;and wishes over and over for death&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;her cries no longer muffled&lt;br /&gt;in fact they&apos;re for all to hear&lt;br /&gt;but no one pays a notion&lt;br /&gt;it&apos;s so easy to live in fear&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;those who do not fear it, &lt;br /&gt;will soon not die&lt;br /&gt;so she trys to imagine &lt;br /&gt;all the things that go boom in the night&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;another enters now&lt;br /&gt;with a tray full of pills&lt;br /&gt;she swallows unwillingly&lt;br /&gt;each one making her more ill&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;she hopes he&apos;ll feel her heart someday&lt;br /&gt;as the razor breaks the skin&lt;br /&gt;for he&apos;s damned her to this awful game&lt;br /&gt;where she&apos;s unable to win&lt;/b&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 30 Jul 2005 21:00:25 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>&amp; i miss you miss you so bad i&apos;ll never forget you but oh it&apos;s so sad</title>
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  <description>&lt;center&gt;&lt;b&gt;i&apos;m not ready to do a real update just yet for fear of screaming at sevral people, so i&apos;ll just do this thing.kk?kk. &lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You are&lt;br /&gt;[ ] really short under 5&apos;2&lt;br /&gt;[x] 5&apos;2 -5&apos;6&quot;&lt;br /&gt;[ ] 5&apos;7&apos;&apos;more medium then short&lt;br /&gt;[ ] in between 5&apos;7&quot; - 6&apos;&lt;br /&gt;[ ] tall 6&apos;1&quot; - ^&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[ ] blonde&lt;br /&gt;[x] redhead&lt;br /&gt;[ ] brunette&lt;br /&gt;[ ] dirty blonde/brownish&lt;br /&gt;[ ] black&lt;br /&gt;[ ] brown&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[ ] blue-eyed&lt;br /&gt;[ ] brown-eyed&lt;br /&gt;[x] green-eyed&lt;br /&gt;[ ] hazel eyed&lt;br /&gt;[ ] gold/gray-eyed&lt;br /&gt;[ ] bluish/gray- eyed&lt;br /&gt;[ ] glasses &lt;br /&gt;[ ] contact&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[ ] braces&lt;br /&gt;[x] piercings - hopefull belly button in maine ;OO0o0o&lt;br /&gt;[ ] tattoos&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[ ] short hair&lt;br /&gt;[ ] med. hair&lt;br /&gt;[x] long hair&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your nationality includes...&lt;br /&gt;[ ] chinese&lt;br /&gt;[ ] indian&lt;br /&gt;[ ] taiwanese&lt;br /&gt;[ ] japanese&lt;br /&gt;[ ] hispanic&lt;br /&gt;[ ] Beaner&lt;br /&gt;[ ] Mexican&lt;br /&gt;[ ] nicoya&lt;br /&gt;[ ] puerto rican&lt;br /&gt;[ ] chicana&lt;br /&gt;[ ] italian&lt;br /&gt;[ ] scottish&lt;br /&gt;[ ] filipino&lt;br /&gt;[ ] armenian&lt;br /&gt;[x] english&lt;br /&gt;[x] dutch&lt;br /&gt;[x] french&lt;br /&gt;[x] german&lt;br /&gt;[x] irish&lt;br /&gt;[ ] greek&lt;br /&gt;[ ] portuguese&lt;br /&gt;[ ] polish&lt;br /&gt;[ ] korean&lt;br /&gt;[ ] jamacian&lt;br /&gt;[x] canadian- &amp; PROUD BABY YEA&lt;br /&gt;[ ] lithuanian&lt;br /&gt;[ ] Native American &lt;br /&gt;[ ] welsh&lt;br /&gt;[ ] Russian&lt;br /&gt;[ ] British &lt;br /&gt;[ ] Swedish&lt;br /&gt;[ ] African &lt;br /&gt;[ ] Peruvian&lt;br /&gt;[ ] hungarian&lt;br /&gt;[ ] thai&lt;br /&gt;[ ] Czech-Slovakian&lt;br /&gt;[ ] norwegian&lt;br /&gt;[ ] ukrainian &lt;br /&gt;[ ] hawain&lt;br /&gt;[ ] Albanian&lt;br /&gt;[ ] Austrian&lt;br /&gt;[x] i dont know&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your favorite color(s) are?&lt;br /&gt;[x] red&lt;br /&gt;[ ] khaki&lt;br /&gt;[x] pink&lt;br /&gt;[ ] yellow&lt;br /&gt;[x] black&lt;br /&gt;[x] green &lt;br /&gt;[x] blue&lt;br /&gt;[x] white&lt;br /&gt;[ ] silver&lt;br /&gt;[ ] purple &lt;br /&gt;[ ] brown&lt;br /&gt;[ ] orange&lt;br /&gt;[ ]All colors&lt;br /&gt;[ ]rainbow&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Some sports/physical things you HAVE done? [That I&apos;ve taken classes for, or just done]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[x] soccer&lt;br /&gt;[x] cheerleading&lt;br /&gt;[x] dancing&lt;br /&gt;[ ] lacrosse&lt;br /&gt;[ ] field hockey&lt;br /&gt;[ ] hockey&lt;br /&gt;[x] swimming&lt;br /&gt;[ ] softball&lt;br /&gt;[?] wrestling manager - like just wrestled. but not cause i liked it. cause i wanted to go to the mall after the termament, during school hours. ;)&lt;br /&gt;[x] gymnastics&lt;br /&gt;[x] track/cross country&lt;br /&gt;[ ] basketball&lt;br /&gt;[ ] baseball&lt;br /&gt;[ ] golf &lt;br /&gt;[x] playing in the mud &lt;br /&gt;[x] playing music (drumming, piano, singing, bass etc...)..&lt;br /&gt;[x] hiking&lt;br /&gt;[ ] kayaking&lt;br /&gt;[x] camping&lt;br /&gt;[x] horseback riding&lt;br /&gt;[x] tennis&lt;br /&gt;[ ] volleyball&lt;br /&gt;[x] martial arts&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your personality is sometimes...&lt;br /&gt;[x] annoying&lt;br /&gt;[x] talkative&lt;br /&gt;[ ] shy - just not confident about some things&lt;br /&gt;[x] funny&lt;br /&gt;[x] serious&lt;br /&gt;[x] bubbly&lt;br /&gt;[x] spazzy&lt;br /&gt;[x] fun loving&lt;br /&gt;[x] laid back&lt;br /&gt;[ ] strict&lt;br /&gt;[x] hyper&lt;br /&gt;[x] weird&lt;br /&gt;[x] ditzy&lt;br /&gt;[x] sarcastic&lt;br /&gt;[x] slow&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The music you like is?&lt;br /&gt;[x] classic rock&lt;br /&gt;[ ] rap&lt;br /&gt;[x] rock&lt;br /&gt;[x] metal&lt;br /&gt;[ ] pop&lt;br /&gt;[ ] country&lt;br /&gt;[/] hiphop - to dance to&lt;br /&gt;[ ] r&amp;b &lt;br /&gt;[ ] slow jams&lt;br /&gt;[ ] christian &lt;br /&gt;[ ] classical&lt;br /&gt;[ ] techno &lt;br /&gt;[ ] oldies&lt;br /&gt;[x] punk&lt;br /&gt;[ ] reggae&lt;br /&gt;[/] emo -some i guess&lt;br /&gt;[ ] Latin&lt;br /&gt;[x]hardcore&lt;br /&gt;[x] ska&lt;br /&gt;[ ] 80&apos;s&lt;br /&gt;[x] indie&lt;br /&gt;[x] screamo&lt;br /&gt;[ ] reggaeton&lt;br /&gt;[ ]..not really sure&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The pets you have had?&lt;br /&gt;[x] cat&lt;br /&gt;[x] dog&lt;br /&gt;[ ] lizard&lt;br /&gt;[ ] rat&lt;br /&gt;[ ] ferret&lt;br /&gt;[ ] rabbit&lt;br /&gt;[x] fish&lt;br /&gt;[ ] ducks&lt;br /&gt;[ ] chicken&lt;br /&gt;[ ] horse&lt;br /&gt;[x] bird&lt;br /&gt;[ ] frog&lt;br /&gt;[ ] hermit crab&lt;br /&gt;[ ] prarie dog&lt;br /&gt;[ ] none&lt;br /&gt;[ ] turtle&lt;br /&gt;[x] hamster&lt;br /&gt;[ ] snake&lt;br /&gt;[ ] gerbil&lt;br /&gt;[ ] guinea pig&lt;br /&gt;[ ] chinchilla&lt;br /&gt;[ ] other&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Clothes you like to wear are?&lt;br /&gt;[ ] plain tshirts&lt;br /&gt;[x] sweatshirts/hoodies&lt;br /&gt;[x] stockings&lt;br /&gt;[x] high heels&lt;br /&gt;[x] sneakers&lt;br /&gt;[x] jeans&lt;br /&gt;[x] pj pants&lt;br /&gt;[x] boxers&lt;br /&gt;[x] underwear&lt;br /&gt;[x] dresses&lt;br /&gt;[x] mini skirts&lt;br /&gt;[x] medium skirts&lt;br /&gt;[ ] long skirts&lt;br /&gt;[ ] watches&lt;br /&gt;[x] hoop earring(s)&lt;br /&gt;[x] long earring(s)&lt;br /&gt;[ ] polos&lt;br /&gt;[x] flip flops&lt;br /&gt;[x] halter tops&lt;br /&gt;[x] stilletos&lt;br /&gt;[x] band tshirts&lt;br /&gt;[/] shorts - sometimes i guess&lt;br /&gt;[x] boots&lt;br /&gt;[x] arm-warmers&lt;br /&gt;[x] corsets&lt;br /&gt;[x] club/cute shirts/tanktops/etc.&lt;br /&gt;[x] baby tees&lt;br /&gt;[ ] ECKO Unltd.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] K-swiss&lt;br /&gt;[ ] G-unit..Shady Ltd.&lt;br /&gt;[/] abercrombie &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You&apos;re mostly labeled as?&lt;br /&gt;[x]goth - just because people at my schools are idiots &amp; think that since i wore a black skirt with a black top i&apos;m &apos;gothic&apos; =slaps them all=&lt;br /&gt;[x] emo-stupid school&lt;br /&gt;[ ] indie&lt;br /&gt;[x] prep&lt;br /&gt;[x] punk -again stupid school&lt;br /&gt;[ ] ghetto/gangsta&lt;br /&gt;[ ] Rudeboy&lt;br /&gt;[ ] hippie&lt;br /&gt;[ ] nerd&lt;br /&gt;[x] ditzy&lt;br /&gt;[x] hyper&lt;br /&gt;[x] happy&lt;br /&gt;[ ] slutty&lt;br /&gt;[x] suicidal&lt;br /&gt;[ ] poser&lt;br /&gt;[ ] not sure.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] everything&lt;br /&gt;[ ] kandy kid&lt;br /&gt;[ ] Redneck&lt;br /&gt;[ ] DRUGGiE&lt;br /&gt;[ ] jock&lt;br /&gt;[ ] your own style&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You eat?&lt;br /&gt;[ ] dessert&lt;br /&gt;[ ] no meat&lt;br /&gt;[x] diet stuff&lt;br /&gt;[x] healthy foods&lt;br /&gt;[x] junk foods -just had a twinkie for lunch-&lt;br /&gt;[/] a lot of carbs - i don&apos;t know xD&lt;br /&gt;[x] meat&lt;br /&gt;[x] salad&lt;br /&gt;[/] seafood - i like shrimp&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A typical friday night...&lt;br /&gt;[x] mall with friends&lt;br /&gt;[x] watching movies&lt;br /&gt;[ ] going to the club - haha  i wish&lt;br /&gt;[x] staying home&lt;br /&gt;[ ] babysitting and getting $$&lt;br /&gt;[x] hanging out w/ my friends&lt;br /&gt;[ ] hangin out w/ your bf - do daydreams count? XD&lt;br /&gt;[ ]hangin out w/ your GF&lt;br /&gt;[ ] working for $$ while your friends are out having fun!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Online, you use:&lt;br /&gt;[x] lol&lt;br /&gt;[x] sup&lt;br /&gt;[x] =D&lt;br /&gt;[x] lmao&lt;br /&gt;[x] stfu&lt;br /&gt;[ ] ty&lt;br /&gt;[ ] jk&lt;br /&gt;[ ] ttyl&lt;br /&gt;[ ] lylas/lylab - what does that even mean?&lt;br /&gt;[x] g2g&lt;br /&gt;[x] bbl&lt;br /&gt;[x] brb&lt;br /&gt;[ ] ^.^ (in board tags)&lt;br /&gt;[ ] T_T&lt;br /&gt;[x] xD&lt;br /&gt;[/] Umm.... - uhm . uhmuhmuhmuhmuhm&lt;br /&gt;[x] hah&lt;br /&gt;[x] heh&lt;br /&gt;[ ] i think i might still be stoned&lt;br /&gt;[ ] oof&lt;br /&gt;[ ] un&lt;/center&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>linkin park</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 22 Jul 2005 13:54:14 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>&amp; i will show you this country &amp; all it&apos;s secrets</title>
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  <description>&lt;center&gt;Sooo...&lt;b&gt;ya&lt;/b&gt;. I&apos;m just confused. About a lot of things right now. &lt;b&gt;a lot &lt;/b&gt;. &lt;b&gt;YOU &lt;/b&gt; just keep con fucking fusing me. wtf? make up your mind. &amp; if your mind is where i think it is , i hate you even &lt;b&gt;more. &lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;You&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt; need to stop being a perfect mofo &amp; stfu &amp; like me already. just do it. kay. it&apos;ll make things A LOT easier. kthnx. &amp; &lt;b&gt;&lt;u&gt;you&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt; thnx for being there for me through everything :) &amp; accepting everything . &amp; for getting up early early early just to talk to me before i leave for four days ♥♥♥♥&lt;br /&gt;Today i ate breakfast &lt;b&gt;=O&lt;/b&gt; &amp; didn&apos;t feel sick! it&apos;s probabally from having one thing to eat yesturday xD idk it&apos;s all good. I whatched like ten minutes of tv &amp; it was on some africa animal thingy. &amp; they were trying to lead this baby elephant to it&apos;s mom but it would always follow the worker people. so they like luered the poor thing with a jeep to his mom &amp; his mom hit him really hard with her trunk :( i was like what a bitch &amp; charlie told me to stop calling stuff bitches &amp; whores &amp; hos &amp; i said i call them as i see it...ho...&amp; then he took the x-box :( i didn&apos;t even use it anyway so it&apos;s all good xDD.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;ILLNEVERBREAKYOURELBOECAUSEILOVEYOU&lt;/b&gt; lmfao snuffles &amp;lt;3&lt;br /&gt;Brooke is going to the full year of national ballet :( which means she won&apos;t be attending BMPS. I wish i got a hip hop opertunity like that xP. I&apos;m going to miss her. No one else will. Not even sabby i don&apos;t think. They want her gone so they can like be closer to the top of the popular chicks. fuck them all. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;SIX FLAGS TODAY TILL I HAVE NO IDEA :D &lt;/b&gt;. I have american money. it&apos;s halarious as fuck. i know canadian money is the odd one, but it&apos;s so cool lmao. money&apos;s so weird. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;leave me i miss you messages if you love &amp;&amp; miss me :D&lt;/b&gt;.&lt;/center&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>A change of pace</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">A change of pace</media:title>
  <lj:mood>crazy due to early wake up</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 21 Jul 2005 21:52:48 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>&amp; all hail the heartbreaker</title>
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  <description>&lt;center&gt; &lt;b&gt;i didn&apos;t get my tan&lt;/b&gt;. The stupid lady took vacation, again, on my oppoinment. so now i have to wait till tuesday. &lt;b&gt;which sucks&lt;/b&gt;. TOMORROW IS SIX FLAGS THOUGH.&lt;/center&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 13 Jul 2005 18:01:51 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>&amp; this conversation&apos;s been dead on arival</title>
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  <description>&lt;center&gt; &lt;b&gt;Im driving myself in fucking sane &lt;/b&gt;. I sat up till &lt;b&gt;5&lt;/b&gt; a.m last night thinking about Matt. FSDLFKSDLFKLSKFL. Hardball came on tv, and of course, we just HAD to whatch that movie together, the song &lt;b&gt;adicted&lt;/b&gt; played like a &lt;b&gt;thousand &lt;/b&gt; fucking times. This is hell. With like...&lt;b&gt;flowers&lt;/b&gt;. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;I HATE HIM FOR BEING SO PERFECT!&lt;/b&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Avril concert&apos;s tonight. I still don&apos;t know what to wear. Just , &lt;b&gt;not&lt;/b&gt; a  tie and im putting &lt;b&gt;ringlets&lt;/b&gt; in my hair so i don&apos;t look like anyone else there. &lt;b&gt;I so better stand out&lt;/b&gt;. XDD&lt;/center&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>R kelly thanks to Snuffles lmfao</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">R kelly thanks to Snuffles lmfao</media:title>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 11 Jul 2005 22:55:59 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>&amp; if you want me hold me back</title>
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  <description>&lt;center&gt; Today wasn&apos;t very fun beause Snuffle&apos;s internet died. &lt;b&gt;It better be fixed by tomorrow or I won&apos;t be very happy.&lt;/b&gt;. Im cleaning my room later o_o. Im in the mood to do something like that. Tomorrow I&apos;m getting caps on some of my teeth. &lt;b&gt;I better find out if i need braces or not or I won&apos;t be very happy. If I&apos;m uberlucky maybe I can get them on tomorrow too ;).&lt;/b&gt; My About Me page is taking forever. x.x. Wednessday is the Avril concert and, typical, i don&apos;t know what to wear xD. &lt;b&gt;Help?&lt;/b&gt;.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;font color=&quot;pink&quot; face=&quot;ARIAL&quot; size=&quot;5&quot;&gt;AUGUEST 7th DEVILISH AND SNUFFLES ARE GOING SHOPPING TOGETHER!!&lt;/font&gt; &lt;b&gt;ITS TRUE ITS TRUE!&lt;/b&gt;. Im so excited. After Wednessday, I have busy busy days. I have the concert, then other stuff to get ready for vacation, then Six Flags, Then shopping with Snuffles, then like three days then two weeks in Maine then it&apos;s back to getting ready for school. &lt;b&gt;Fun summer, yes yes&lt;/b&gt;. OF course it all depends on wether or not i can get my fucking birth certificate x.x;;;.&lt;br /&gt;I painted my nails...they look nice o_o...&lt;/center&gt;</description>
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  <lj:mood>happy yet depressed</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 10 Jul 2005 18:44:46 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>&amp; there&apos;s nothing to gain</title>
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  <description>&lt;center&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. What is your name? Dev ;o&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. What color underwear are you wearing now? Red &amp; Black xD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3. What are you listening to right now? Billy Talent&lt;br /&gt;4. What are the last 2 digits of your phone number? 80&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5. What was the last thing you ate? omelette&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? that brownish greyish colour &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;7. How is the weather right now? Sunny&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Sabrina&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;9. The first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex? Hair&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;10. Favorite Food? salad&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;11. Favorite Drink? Coffee &amp; Energy Drinks &amp; That new Flavoured Water&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;12. Favorite Alcoholic Drink? Vodka&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;13. Favorite place to shop? i dunno everywhere&lt;br /&gt;14. Hair color: Red&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;15. Eye Color: green&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;16. Do you wear contacts? no&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;17. Top or Bottom? Top &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;18. Favorite month? August because that&apos;s when we go on vacation&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;19. Favorite fast food? Subway&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;20. Last Movie you Watched? Madagascar&lt;br /&gt;21. Favorite Day of the Year? Boxing Day ;) EXTREME SHOPPING&lt;br /&gt;22. Are you too shy to ask someone out? Not too shy just...not...confident enough &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;23. Summer or Winter? Summer&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;24. Hugs or Kisses? Both&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;25. Chocolate or Vanilla? Vanilla&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;26. Do you want your friends to respond back? sure why not&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;27. Who is most likely to respond? Katie &amp; Star cause i love them  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;28. Who do you want to respond? idk&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;29. What books are you reading? Tall Cool One&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;30. Favorite TV Show? Music&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;31. What&apos;s on your mouse pad? nothing&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;32. Favorite board game? Sorry -- LMAO good times Abu, Sabby, Sandy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;33. What did you do last night? Danced, Swam, whatched some stand up comic With Jordon and some kid with a long name&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;34. Favorite Author? idk&lt;br /&gt;35. Who inspires you? a lot of things inspire me at random times&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;36. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn? plain with flavouring on it o_0&lt;br /&gt;37. Dogs or cats? Dogs&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;38. Favorite Flower? Passion Flower&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;39. What do you say when you wake up in the A.M.? &quot;idk fuck...&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;40. Do you still talk to your best friends from middle school? Technically im still in middle school so..o_o...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;41. What&apos;s on your desk? Snuffle&apos;s gift in the cool bag xD, orange juice, computer stuff , chloraseptic xD, bruce clip on plushie thing&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;42. Rock Concert or symphony? ROCK CONCERT ;O&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;43. Play or Opera? Play&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;44. Have you ever fired a gun? No&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;45. Do you like to travel by plane? No, i haven&apos;t beenon one and i don&apos;t really want to&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;46. Right-handed or Left-handed? both&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;47. Smooth or Chunky Peanut Butter? smooth&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;48. How many pillows do you sleep with? like four xD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;49. City you live in? London&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;50. Ever hitchhiked? Nope&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;60. In love? Am i in love right now? Yes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;61. Single? Yes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;62. Regret things? yes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;63. What are you scared of? SQUIRELLS, bugs&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;64. Wanted someone you can never have? o_0 only like..ALWAYS&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;65. What are you happy about? MY sign ;) i like it &amp; my dance to my cool song ;)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;66. Ever gotten drunk? yes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;67. What are some things you want to do before you die? I think within smaller time limits &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;68. Favorite quote? idk a lot &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;69. What do you want that you can never have? Matt o_o&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;70. Two things you want? right now? Matt xD &amp; vodka&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>billy talent</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">billy talent</media:title>
  <lj:mood>discontent</lj:mood>
  <lj:security>public</lj:security>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 09 Jul 2005 02:34:43 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>&amp; wear me like a locket ill wear you down ill whatch you choke</title>
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  <description>&lt;center&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;PINK&quot; face=&quot;ARIAL&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;FRiENDS&lt;/b&gt; ONLY &lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;    * &lt;b&gt; you must comment to be added. IF you don&apos;t comment, and you&apos;re already on my friend&apos;s list you will be deleted.&lt;/b&gt; I don&apos;t need people who don&apos;t care enough to comment reading my personal journal kk :).&lt;/center&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>Fall Out Boy</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">Fall Out Boy</media:title>
  <lj:mood>jealous</lj:mood>
  <lj:security>public</lj:security>
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